when i see my world from afar i find it perfect but when i am in it unhappiness is all i can feel.
i wonder if this happens with everyone. All my life i run after my ambition and when i finally get what i wanted to, it doesnt matter anymore as in my sense of achievement is always a step ahead. Its like ok yo got what you wanted congratulations, now move on.And the next time its much the same.
The truth i think is that i dont know what i want..where i want to go..nothing i do makes me happy..life is just a never ending routine and all that after i have supposedly achieved what i wanted to..as in there are many milestones to be achieved yet but i thought whatever i have is ok and i will work for more..but that more never comes..
i gave up a lot to gain some things and i did but now i realise the cost...i thought its ok to be alone beacause at the end of the day i will be content with what i have but thats not the case..
just wondering why do we always want people around to make us feel happy..its like you are incomplete..thats how i feel right now..incomplete
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