I write again, troubled by the voices inside me, voices which are dying to come out. Why do we never get a perfect world, why is love such an illusion and why at times do i have this burning desire to run away from everything and everyone, and to a place where no one knows me, so that i can create a new identity for myself, a one very different from what it is now.
I dont know which path to travel, its a dilemma from which i have no way of coming out, Because no one but i can decide where i want to go. But the question is do i really want to go somewhere, well yes and no, i want to go beacuse i dont want to be here anymore and i dont want to go because i dont know what will it be to go to a place unknown and a live a new life and that unknown scares me, i wish i could find out somehow, how that unknown place will look like and how will it feel to be there .
i have always wanted to be there but that there never came it was always here and then what next so i never got to experience there. Now i feel lifes living me instead of me living my life as things are happening without me having nay control over them...
I so want to be there where i can share and care and be taken care ofand i am wating for that There to happen....
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